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Shadow shows it

2009-10-24T22:44:00.002+08:00

Your beauty has gone, it's time to mourn.

Say we're wrong,say we were never strong.

Put up a fight however much u might.

but it's history and now it's sorry

See...the shadow in your eyes,finally...finally... the sun has rise.

LOL.

2009-07-26T16:19:00.008+08:00

click here for more.

Can we erase it?

2009-05-25T20:14:00.005+08:00

Write a song

Play it.

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
(Only Hope by Switchfoot)

Why do you keep showing yourself?

2009-04-10T18:42:00.003+08:00

3 perennial problems :
racial tensions
Selfishness
Moral Decay

Ignorant Us

2009-04-10T17:53:00.001+08:00

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

2009-03-18T14:24:00.003+08:00

the consequences of uploading photos on facebook.
Jon spammed my mail box..hannah ,chong han and kar men too. lol.

How am I ?

2009-03-15T21:24:00.005+08:00

Energy : empty soon | Mood : pretty cold.

2009-03-15T21:10:00.002+08:00

unexpected results.anyway,thank God ! =)

hmm....

2009-03-09T00:11:00.003+08:00

After staying together in the small world of HCC..i'm ...

getting emo after rbs. oh no.

anyway, will blog about it some day...

au revoir

2009-01-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

A chance to rewirte history again as it should rightly be.An impending moment.

yikes!

2009-01-14T14:06:00.003+08:00

1. How much do you spend for clothes per month?

err...not sure.i spend sometimes only.
2. Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?

hmm..is that a trick question?

3. How often do you think about committing suicide?

like never?
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

depending on what i do.more often than not, no.

5. How many babies do you want?

lol. 2?

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

duh!
7. What is your goal for this year?

my goal is to find some decent goals this year
8. What kept you of being who you are?

laziness?
9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?(List 10)

i'm too lazy to do this.skip!
10. What are you really afraid of?

failing?
11. What are your bad habits?

sleeping very late..and many more lah..
12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?

go get a life.

13. State a random fact about yourself

i don't like updating my blog.
14. What does flying means to you?

freedom?but i'm afraid of heights.lol
15. What do you crave for most currently?

erm. ntg particular.
16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?

skip this la...lazzzzyy
17. Describe the person who tagged you.Honestly.

he's humorous....
18. What have you done to yourself that makes yourself happy?

erm....feeding myself makes me happy.
19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?

how would i know..rather not know either.
20. If you can choose how you want to end your life,how would it be

die for someone?lol

The Art Of Surrendering

2009-01-12T00:10:00.004+08:00

There is a moment of surrender

and a process of surrender .

The moment of surrender is the surrender of the will to personal belief in Jesus,who is the crucified Savior who forgives sin.

It's the moment of faith .

It happens in an instant of time.

The process of surrender is the lifelong,daily crucifying of the human will over & over again.

It's surrender & resurrender & re-resurrender.

It's a 'process' because we surrender our will at the foot of the cross,

but then we take it back up again.

Surrender is an art. (Patrick Morley )

Flux

2009-01-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

It may be blur for now but soon...soon..

it'll be clear. crystal clear....

2009-01-09T16:10:00.007+08:00

Now its been a long time since i updated my blog.

Pretty lazy nowadays.Not really keen on blogging afterall.

Its been a long time since spm too, probably my brains are starting to rot during the long holidays but i've been busy.

Busy going out.

busy gallivanting in malls.

hmmm..sheer waste of time sometimes.very tiring.

anyway here are a few pics from KL..

| Carried |

2008-12-18T10:45:00.006+08:00

One night a man had a dream.

He dreamed He was walking along the beach with the LORD.

Across the sky flashed scenes from His life.

For each scene He noticed two sets of footprints in the sand.

One belonging to Him and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of His life flashed before Him,he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of His life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of His life.

This really bothered Him and He questioned the LORD about it.
"LORD you said that once I decided to follow you,you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied,
"My precious, precious child,
I Love you and I would never leave you!
During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

By Carolyn Carty, 1963

You Walked With Me

2008-12-18T10:25:00.004+08:00

You walked with me,

Footprints in the sand,

And helped me understand,

Where I'm going,

You walked with me,

When I was all alone,

With so much unknown,

Along the way,

Then I heard you say,

I promise you,

I'm always there,

When your heart is filled with sorrow,

And despair, I'll carry you

When you need a friend

You'll find my footprints in the sand.

I see my life flash across the sky,

So many times have I been so afraid.

And just when I, have thought I lost my way,

You gave me strength to carry on,

That's when I heard you say,

When I'm with you,

Well I know you've been there,

And I can feel you when you say,

(Footprints In The Sand - Leona Lewis)

Life Rocks?

2008-12-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

Fading loneliness?

2008-12-02T23:40:00.002+08:00

2008-11-27T19:02:00.004+08:00

Finally?

Finally it's over.SPM's over.Boring school days is over.5 yrs of secondary school is over.Everything is over..i guess.That's why i'm here.lol.

Euphoria?

Things seem pretty much the same.i feel really normal now although exam's over.

I guess i just haven catch the euphoria fever that seem to possess everyone after the last paper finished.everyone was screaming and yelling when it ended,quite short-lived though,not to forget there was some fireworks.

Empty?

Even after 3 weeks of hectic and grueling exams I feel pretty empty and numb maybe it's due to the fact that i'm so used to it and i've been too relax that even the day before and after exam doesn't seem to make much difference.

Last words?

Anyways,am lookin forward to do certain things which i've already plan to do.

Honestly i've never really like holidays.Sometimes missing school tend to happen.

So yea..

I gtg.

Ciao!

2008-11-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

all messed up before spm, probably gonna clean up some other time.*yawn*